Episode 11

  

  I'm trapped again, and my mind won't let me go at all. I can't even take a hold of my feelings, they're numb. Or maybe I'm just too dumb to understand them.

  But the thought of having you near me, is the only thing my mind will let me see. And I still get amazed with all this I feel when I think about you. 

  All this makes me understand that I was never numb. Just awfully dumb for staying still and watching you disappear along with all my hopes and dreams.


I loved you. My mind hated you.