Episode 12

Lately, I can hardly sleep.
Days are getting longer and colder.
It's raining and there's no one
in the street.                                         
Two more weeks it's over
but I still sing the same song...
but I still sing the same song.
                                                                                                                                                                            
Time take me away

'cause I can't fight anymore.

Time take me away
'cause I can barely hold on.

I look outside the window,
but it all looks the same.
I know we will be heading home soon,
but I still sing the same song...
but I still sing the same song.


Time take me away
'cause I can't fight anymore.
Time take me away
'cause I can barely hold on. 

(...)

Episode 11

  

  I'm trapped again, and my mind won't let me go at all. I can't even take a hold of my feelings, they're numb. Or maybe I'm just too dumb to understand them.

  But the thought of having you near me, is the only thing my mind will let me see. And I still get amazed with all this I feel when I think about you. 

  All this makes me understand that I was never numb. Just awfully dumb for staying still and watching you disappear along with all my hopes and dreams.


I loved you. My mind hated you.

Episode 10

Hypocrisy your silliness
Devise words of challenge
Kept welded in your mace
Seeking the blood of the hypocrit
But he whom is a madman
Earlier reached the trigger
And your imbecility was pierced
By the Bullets of Grundyism

Episode 9

Hello, this is me,
Not your mirror peer.

This is how I am, see?
Not what you want me to be.
What's your name again?
You're suchlike everyone.

Being different is no disease
Because most are immune
It's just a fucking thing
That makes you so unique.

Episode 8

I really want to find that paradise everyone is talking about. At the moment, I'm trying to visualize it, imagine a place where you don't feel guilt and shame, where you aren't blamed and you don't need to have an explanation for everything (It just happened!). A place where pain and love are not an unique variable, despite it being impossible. Conclusion is - I need to get some rest!

Episode 7

Today I'm not fine enough

Not as I used to be

No more tender smiles

No sweet sunshine hug

Do you need some sugar?

Spice up those actions.

Dark's no longer the word

Darker is better option

Left my dreams behind

To fulfill your own

Black, black, blackened

Sucks the rainbow off the sky

Befouls the lying priest

Turns blood into gasoline... A spark, burn in hell.

Episode 6½

When a bisexual guy's watching a straight porn movie, is it like watching a gay movie?

Episode 6

PAIN, MISERY, CONFUSION, 

SADNESS, DEPRESSION, HATE, 

INSANITY, PAIN, MISERY, CONFUSION, 
SADNESS, DEPRESSION, HATE, 
INSANITY, PAIN, MISERY, 
CONFUSION, SADNESS, 
DEPRESSION


LOVE